It's been awhile since my last entry, i guess i have lost my muse.
A lot of things had happened since then, i got preoccupied with other things that blinded me with the reality of what i really want to do with my life. I will be 35 in a few weeks and that scares me. More than anything else its the getting old part that is freaking me out and add to that the fear of spending the dawn of my life alone and unloved.
It's been three years since my last relationship and let's face it being in your 30's makes it even more difficult to find a partner. I am not saying i am lonely nor i long for a relationship right now, it's just that i miss having someone who cares and to care for deeply. Someone that i could talk to when i don't feel so good and to share happy moments with.
I guess more than the petty fights and the late night talking and laughter...i miss the feeling that i belong to someone.
