"A trust once broken, can never be restored to its original state."
Can no longer count how many times this line slapped me in the face...still i feel the pain. It seems that no matter what i do, regardless of the reasons, it always feels like i have to prove myself all time. I don't really blame them...ghosts from my actions past continue to haunt them, more so myself.
It's just that sometimes i wish they'd give me a little slack and allow me to do what i have been trying to for the past years, which is to earn back at least a small percentage of the trust they once bestowed on me. It's been an uphill climb and i have fallen many times and every time i do it pains me to realize that i see a pointing finger blazing with blame instead of a gentle hand to help me up back to my feet.
I don't know how much longer do i have to endure this...
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